If 5years ago that accident doesn't happen at all i won't have to lose someone close to me!! A brother, a friend, a sister, a boy-friend, a best friend and the list can get longer that it can goes...although i have mention it 5 years ago, but i can't forget that side of you smiling at me!! I know dwelling in the past only makes me feel depressed and painful!! Looking okay at my outer surface, but to be true inside me i feel like tearing or chopping myself into pieces!! I swallow every single bit by watching my idols video but it seems it work only 10%!! You must be wondering why i am blogging this so randomly because someone called me to ask how am i!! & suddenly that call strike my brain and i start to miss him now and then again!!

Feeling quite tired and my body is breaking down anytime!! This few days have been taking cab to school because new shop will be opening in changi point!! Just outside expo mrt station please feel free to patronise the shop!! (; anyway exams is like exactly like 2 months away!! & japan trip is like 1 month away, which i am anticipating very much!! Good for me to travel to relax myself!! But after the trip and before the trip is hardcore studying already!! I have already tweet just now be it i burn all my notes and drink i must pass this two paper to continue to the next level!! I am fucking stress!!i know i am so out of topic everytime, thiss time as i am blogging on my phone my eyelids are heavy!! Its a sign for me to sleep already!! A long day tomorrow!! Work and school, you sucks!!! );